18. LIVING WITH DEPRESSION #5: DRINK YOUR MEDICINE!
By flip on Dec 9, 2008 | In My Story, Helpful Hints, Medical Information | 1 feedback »
Is it really necessary to say this?
Absolutely! One of the greatest temptations for anyone with depression/bipolar disorder is to start reasoning something like "I'm feeling good, I'm exercising, I'm eating well, let's cut this #%^&$@#$ pills!"
Follow up:
It's a bad idea - trust me, I've tried that, and I ended up with my face in the mud! So I ran back to my doctor, got back on track, and then I decided to go natural and tried herbal stuff. Another bad idea, deeper into the mud, back to the doctor ... Vitamin supplements. Energy boosters. Everyone has some sort of infallible advice for your problem. I tried them all. It didn't work.
A wise old man of God once called it The Grasshopper Syndrome: You jump as high as you can and fall back to earth. Then you jump again. And again. And again. And every time the landing hurts a little bit more.
Believe me, if you need ongoing medication, you need it. Get more active, by all means. Adjust your diet, get more natural light, eat bananas by the ton (it does help!), do whatever you can to help you manage your depression - but if you have clinical depression with a physical/chemical origin, your medication is all that stands between you and a grand tour of all the psychiatric institutions around you. Never ever change or quit your medication without medical supervision.
I know we hate to hear this. I hate it even more today than when I started taking medication regularly, but there's no getting away from it. I just need to remind myself what life would be like without those capsules, and I stop grumbling. So I wake up every morning, drink the stuff, and get on with life. That's just the way it is.

